tell me ur idea..
i fall in love..
of course not with a boy..
with LG cookies..
should i change my old one into th new one ?
actually i want it..
but, i cant bear to see my old hp sold to th seller..
there got many msg from him..
what should i do ?
change or not ?
i know i shouldnt stay in my sadness too long..
i also want to forget it..
all my regretness..
but how ?
every night, i cant sleep..
i can if im really sleepy..
if not, i will think abt th past n that makes me cry..
so, i usually sleep at 3 am in the morning..
bitch ! wake up !
u shouldnt stay in this situation..
there's long way to go..
i talk but i do nothing..
so hard for me to do that..
and MAYBE its easy for him to do that..
i must get up from all of this..
i know i should..
but i cant do it..
u see the new me ?
im liking the old me..
cheerful, dont have to pretend like nothing is happen..
if only i can change back..
que sera sera..
u know what is the meaning of that word ?
what happen then happen..
in indonesian, ap yg terjadi, trjadila..
i want to be optimistic..
so hard u know..
i wont tell ya anythin agaen..
just tell me should i change my hp or not..
thx fellas !
a tear drops one by one in my face from my eyes..
i know it very well..
making a wrong decision without thinking it for a long time..
@myself: why the fuck do you want him so bad
22 hours ago