im not fine. seriously not. i feel like talking to someone that can really understand me and i cant find one. so i guess i have to keep it myself. i woke up this morning with a "not fine" feeling. i feel like i got something really heavy in my heart and mind. well, i guess im goin to be fine in a few hours or days.
im in a long holiday as what you know. and im goin nowhere in this super long holiday. im bored. BORED. shit, lemme out from this boredom. gladly, i have friends :)
these days i got a feeling like...... argh, hard to explain. kay ! i wont deny. i miss someone that love me. whoever is that. i just need them. i want to know that they love me. i want to have a feeling like "yeaah, i know you love me" HAHA. laugh at it. i just miss that person.
SOMETIMES, WHEN I SAY "IM OKAY" I WANT SOMEONE TO LOOK IN MY EYES, HUG ME TIGHT AND SAY "I KNOW YOU ARE NOT"