hyy ppl !
i've just got back from megamall..
with evan, amel, ecka, damian, henokh..
and we meet saschya and yvonne..
we'r celebrating evan's bday..
HAPPY BDAY EVANNE..
then, we watch garuda didadaku..
i got th pics but i dont wanna upload it..
u may see at amelia's blog..
myb she's goin to upload it..
i got ntg much to talk today..
what makes me surprise is that he say hii to me at ym !
i feel like im dreamin..
and makes me cry..
yeaa, we chat bit only asking unimportant things..
suddenly he off..
and i feel like..
yeaapp, a BIG DISSAPOINTMENT..
thats what i feel..
i miss him very much..
i wish that i dont do some foolish thingy..
ok, i cut then what ?
just forget it..
if only i can playback the time..
i wont do such foolish thing that make me hurt..
not cutting !
th other thing..
th thing that make me REALLY REGRET doin that..
i wanna see heaven..
not th earth..
i'll cya later mybe..
- ryan : kok off tb" si ? TT
- inyoi : sry g sms km..
- kentut : sry g bls sms.. maless..
behind my 'sweet' smile i cry..
i suffer bhind everything infront me..
smilin and laughin doesnt mean im okayy..
im pretending for him..
cuz i <3 him..
@myself: why the fuck do you want him so bad
21 hours ago