I don't know how many times I've posted something like this. But still, I'm posting this.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm not good enough, for everyone. I feel useless, doing unproductive things everyday. It's not that I don't want to. I don't know how to start, what should I do first and what I want to do. I can't find a proper word to explain this. I'm afraid that one by one people will go away. I need to know what I can do. It seems like I don't have any talent. The feelings that I'm not needed by everyone and everyone forget my existence keep shouting in my mind. Is that really so ? I just want to feel important to someone.
Sometimes I still wonder why things happened the way they did. Maybe, I'm just not that awesome, I'm just another "nothing". Unlike others.
@myself: why the fuck do you want him so bad
2 days ago