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I struggle. I cry. I try. I fail. I smile. I laugh. I flirt. I need hugs. I like surprises. I love the feeling when someone strokes my hair. 

I feel ordinary. I want to be special. I want to be a genius. I want a cuddle. I forgive. I forget.

I AM FINE :D

I wanna sleep. be stuck in a beautiful dream. I just want to be anywhere but here.

Sometimes I just really hate myself. I hate myself for crumbling down at the slightest things, for being so weak, being idiotic, stupid.

I've been trying my best, but I guess it's not enough. Never was, never will be.