YOU KNEW IT, YOU SHOULDNT.

you see ?
YOU SEE ?
open yer eyes STUPIDO !
i tell you already JANGAN GEER !
and now ?
you know the truth !
what do you feel ?
broken into pieces ? or regret ? or whatever is that you have now known.
the feeling.
you know ?
you know who he's refering to ?
i also dont know !
but i know one thing.
he's no refering to you !
he only wants you to be his FRIEND !
OPEN YER EYES BITCH !
YOU MUST FORGET HIM.
YOU MUST.
dont say you dont love him if you cant forget him.
you know this.
and you must say this : I HATE HIM AND I NEVER LOVE HIM.
maybe it can make you feel betta ?
or maybe you can scream.
go to the place that no one will hear you.
scream as loud as you can.
say : GO OUT FROM MY MIND, FROM MY LIFE YOU !
stop this, i say STOPP !
you mustnt cry for boy !

and this, i always wanted to say this to you.
someone said that you love him because you want to forget yer ex.
and that someone also said that you already ask him to be your boyfriend.
and that someone said that he didnt want.
which mean you ditolak.
is that true ?
i mean if you are trully love him, dont say that you love him because you want to forget your ex.
thats totally bullshit !
and i dont have any right to say you cannot love him.
its ok.

and the last.
i miss the past so much.
YOU, my childhood, anything about the past.
when i was a baby, everyone adore me.
when i was kindergarten, holding with the boys hand will not be a problem.
when i was primary, me and my friend fought a lot and play a lot togetha too.
when i was with YOU, i was as happy as hell and as crazy as hell.
hiks.
and now, everything change.

ok then.
GOODBYE !
and for you, rememba, dont be foolish ! jangan geer !