why cant i hav what i want ?

this is not fair !

the other can hav what they want while me ?

i cant hav what i really want..

what i really want is only one..

HIM !

but he doesnt want me..

arghh !

im messed up..

i dont know what to do..

i cant control my emotion..

i can cry suddenly if i think bout it..

my heart is going to pop up..

i'd better die..

than seeing him with th other..

i know im no one for him..

i regret for what i've done..

i want to playback the time..

i want to replay it..

and if i know this will hppen, i wont do that foolish thing..

why cant i got my second chance ?

its not fair..

not everything that we want can we got..

but i would better dont hav anything that i want than i dont hav him..

i cry, i scream..

i cant live longer..

i really lose my faith for this time..

im stupid !!!!!!!!!!

arggh !

i cant control all of this..

and i dont know how to express all of my feelin rite now !

i just want u !