19 June 2010

tears rundown ? so what ?

made this for ryan on tuesday since he's moving out on the next day, wednesday.



we give him 14 pieces of notes. write anything that we want for him there.

this is what i wrote for him.





idk what to post actually. my feeling is so random. i hate it. whatsover whatsover. talk less.
saying "im okay" is easier then explaining why im not okay. thats why i lie.

went to my aunt's yday. effin tired babysittin' those child. nah, they are HYPER. but i love them :)




I NEED A REAL VACATION. GOIN TO A PLACE SO THAT I CAN CHILL THERE. THIS IS NOT HOLIDAY. DANG !
school starts soon and i dont want to. arrrrrgh.
i envy those people who tweets about their holiday.
i dont understand the way mom thinks. im a bit annoyed but what can i do ? pretend the everything's fine.
i know you love edo more than you love me but stop treating me like that.
i wake up with a not fine feeling AGAIN. i feel like crying all sudden with no reason. whatsover.

end of bullshit. im just sad. terrible.
BYE.

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